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| Tuesday, 20-May-2008 17:33 |
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im back..
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i'm back here in leeds about a week ago.missed home badly, plus my appetite towards makanan still at square one.Yet, happy to be with mz again after a month being away. as far as i remembered, we have never been apart for more than 2 weeks since we met 3 years ago.i can't wait for another 3 months, where this little child in my tummy suppose to be born. The weather in leeds, believe me or not, is still cold despite the fact that summer is already reaching in. i guess its just in Leeds, since i saw friends pages whereas in UK it was getting warmer already. And my heater is still fully ON. i brought my laptop back to mesia to reformat it, and i carried it back here on my shoulders thousands miles away, just to find that it cannot be switched on at all{sigh}. so, now, until i dont know when, i am short of this VERY IMPORTANT device. nak buat keje pun susah..now i just borrowed mz's laptop once in a while..but its hard since im not use of doing my things using other people's things. i guess thats all for now, haven't any photos to update with since i havent been using my cam for quite sometimes...ade frens ask me to upload gambar me and the tummy..well nantilah..bila tummy besar skit..{most people doesn't even notice that i'm pregnant, though i am already 6 and a half months far.
anyway, chaoss..
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| Wednesday, 9-Apr-2008 18:37 |
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leaving on a jet plane
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All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn,
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go I'll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back I'll bring your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, let me kiss you
Then close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
| Quote: | | i'm leaving 4 home tomorrow,but i'm missing mz already today.. |
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| Monday, 31-Mar-2008 18:20 |
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HOME..
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this entry is for home..where my heart is..betapa rindunya dengan keluarga..which is my bestest friends of all..though home is actually in the heart of your loved one...no one can replace a love bounded and tied with blood and flesh.
cuba la dengar lagu raya sambil tengok gambar2 raya kat kampung dgn keluarga..boleh sakit jiwa..Ya Allah, dugaan betul..
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| Friday, 28-Mar-2008 19:20 |
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easter holiday part 2
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so, dlm dua hari..just sempat utk ke Liverpool-Manchester-York.
InsyaAllah, kalau kesihatan mengizinkan, serta perjalanan PhD yang ok, kami akan berkunjung ke Scotland utk tour bersama kaksue sekeluarga n Sanna. InsyaAllah..kena kumpul duit dr sekarang la.. 
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| Friday, 28-Mar-2008 18:39 |
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sampai menutup mata
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embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau asa
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi
oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi
aku tak mudah mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta
senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku sampai ku menutup mata
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| Tuesday, 25-Mar-2008 18:24 |
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easter holiday part I
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terasa masa begitu mencemburui bila saat kita merasai kegembiraan. aku n mz happy sgt menyambut kaksue sekeluarga n sanna ke teratak buruk kami di leeds. Tapi diorang dah balik semalam.Sunyinye rumah.  ..mlm ni pulak mz takde, lg terasa sunyi.
we all spend our time to visit some area around the north UK within 2 days. we went to Liverpool n Manchester on saturday, and to York on day 2. it was nice to travel together just that the weather was not being kind enuf.Along the way comes the hujan salji, hujan batu, hujan angin..cuma hujan emas di negeri org je belum jumpe lagi.So tak banyak sgt tempat yg boleh ambil gambar sbb cuaca tak mengizinkan plus ramai anak2 kecil yg mengikut, termasuk bakal2 ibu baru yg "tak brapa confident" nak jalan.however, its very nice dgn kehadiran kaksue sefamily n sanna ke sini. made up my days.Cuaca di Leeds pulak, asyik snow je..so, amyra, abahnya and sanna pulun buat snowman..
enjoy the pics..
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| Thursday, 20-Mar-2008 17:41 |
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MAHLIGAI KACA
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tahu tak apa tajuk phd mz?"microwave heating of greenhouse crop".bererti penggunaan microwave frequency utk memanaskan tanaman pertanian dalam rumah hijau..ala, rumah hijau yg macam rumah kaca tu, ada banyak pokok dlm dia tu..skang aku terasa aku boleh dijadikan barang experiment si mz..aku lah 'crop" tu, dlm rumah aku sendiri. rasa cam"terkurung"dlm rumah kaca..eh,silap,'berkurung"..sbb aku sendiri yg taknak keluar. hanya sekali sekali mengintai dr tirai kamar memerhati dr kaca tingkap suasana di luar..membayangkan betapa sejuknye kalau di luar sana.dah tiga bulan di sini, boleh kira dgn jari berapa hari aku keluar dr rumah ni.hanya dihangatkan oleh heater dlm rumah{taktaulah electricity banyak mana kena bayar for this three months, tak sampai bil lagih], walau kekadang rasa tercekik tak cukup oksigen nak share dgn my little one.
cuma, seandainya aku dijadikan bahan experimentnye, aku rasa result adalah seperti berikut:"crop didapati makin hari makin layu, mungkin tidak sesuai dgn kadar pemanasan yg diberikan oleh suhu tersebut, atau mungkin tidak cukup bekalan oksigen utk terus hidup".dah..selesai phd mizi. PhD aku apa cerita?
sebenarnya aku tak sabar menunggu dua tarikh ni.tarikh pertama, esok:kaksue sefamily nak mai dr glasgow lepak sini dua tiga hari sempena easter..hoyeee..windunye sama kawan2..kaksue buleh masak-masak..kan, kaksue?
tarikh kedua: 10hb April:tarikh keberangkatan pulang "crop"layu ni ke bumi Malaysia. akhirnye aku memilih utk kembali. kucuba "ignore' wajah sedih suami kesayangan, sbb aku berpendapat dgn sebulan ketiadaan aku, dia dpt concentrate sepenuhnye terhadap pengajian drpd menghadap isteri yg selalu sakit,as the saying, "got to be cruel to be kind" dan mak..dapat concentrate on masak masakan2 yang ta mengidam sangat tu yea..eh, silap..baby mengidam.kena makan betul2..mintak2 lah time tu ade selera makan..tiket balik dah cecah 650++pound.
oklah, nanti ada gambar2 terbaru aku n kaksue sefamily, aku upload yea.
selamat menyambut Maulidur Rasul.
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| Tuesday, 18-Mar-2008 19:32 |
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BILA AKU SUDAH TIADA
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Bila, aku sudah tiada
Simpan semua lagu ku
Jangan di tangis selalu
Mungkin, itu sementara
Bila jumpa pengganti ku
jangan di lupakan aku
Pagi itu indah seperti biasa
Tidur yang lena terhenti di sana
Layap kuyu masih tak terdaya
Bukalah tingkap mu
Curahkan cahaya…
Siapa yang sangka
Bila tiba masa kita
Untuk pergi selamanya
Takkan terduga
Jika saat ni
Tuhan tentukan
Aku lah orangnya
Gelak tawa tangisan yang hiba
Kenangan kita masa di dunia
Alangkah indahnya jika
Kita mampu hidup selamanya…
~hujan
| Quote: | | masih kan aku bidadari syurganya? |
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| Wednesday, 5-Mar-2008 13:51 |
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STARDUST OST-Rule the World
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7g-nzG6ooWw
this video clip has been playing so many times on the TV that i really really do fall in love with song. romantic and full of energy. 
You light, the skies up above me
A star, so bright you blind me
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away
Don't fade away
Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.
If walls, break down, I will come for you
If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now
Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you,
Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
~take that
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| Monday, 25-Feb-2008 20:01 |
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winter sonata
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remember on my last entry i hope it was the last snow as a sign of spring's coming by..but we were overflowed with a heavy one on 19th and 20th Feb.the whole area was totally white!the second day scenery was a very beautiful one, since the snow stop, the skies were blue and clear..just leaving a thick snow on the trees and ground. feels like i'm in the winter sonata korean tv series..hehe..Eu Jin lah kononnye..version pakai scarf. but to tell the truth, it was such a beautiful scenery atas bumi Allah ni..Subhanallah..my new Olympus camera is not as good as my sony cybershot before..or not i'll take a nice beautiful angle of shots.just to share this beauty with fellow friends n family.it was -8C for the whole week. i was dragged by mz to get out and take pics, that's why u can see my comot faces on the pics..well whatever la..i'm freezing to death. 
well, a bit about me..for the first time, i "met" my unborn child for the first time during my first scan. the heart was beating fast, and the legs are moving.Alhamdulillah, though i suffer a lot, the baby looks "fine and healthy"' says the midwife.its 3 n a half months now, but i still suffer the naussiness, the vomittings, no appetite plus a whole lot of migrains during nitetime.
my weight still doesn't go beyond 50kg.
my pHd:still haven't been moving.still in square one.though i got a lot going on in my mind about what to write for literature reviews, but i couldn't even read books or papers.i can just see blanks..
about my mz:lately i can see the stress and loneliness in his eyes..sometimes he just peek outside the windows..i know the loneliness he felt.if only i have the courage to get up and accompany him. .i know he wants to ask me to go out, to the uni, to the city, for a walk..for a ride, to shop, to the carboot..but i couldn't bearly get up..i respect the courage he had whilst taking care of me. promise to make it up to you once i'm back on my feet, sweetheart.
owh..another thing..since i've got too many things yg terlalu mengidam nak makan..i tried persuading mz of letting me go back to mesia for 2 weeks this coming april or may..at first of course la tak bagi..since end of the year we're planning to go back..mana nak cari duit lagi..but today he ask me whether dah check tickets ade ke tak.yea!!boleh balik kejap and makan sume2 bende nak makan..terutama ayaq nyiuq and rojak buah..but, as mz said..kene jimat cermat if wanna buy the ticket.now.its abt 500++pound for return tickets..but semua ni things in the future..donno yet..but i do plan to go back..insyaAllah, kalau hati gamak sikit la nak tinggal mz sengsorang di sini..anyway..guess thats all for now..my head starts spinning. til later..daa..
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